Post reblogged from Sometimes My Nose Itches
Tonight, tonight, it all began tonight. I saw you and the world went away….
Tonight I was at the talent show, thinking about how I can’t even COMPARE to the people that were in it. And how I can’t even COMPARE to my friends. And I got real sad. I was feeling real down. But then I started thinking, why do I have to feel like this?
So what if I can’t write like I want? So what if I can’t sing like I want to? So what if I feel fat? So what if I’m not a flirt? So what if I’m not popular? Every single one of my quirks is what makes me ME. And that is exactly who I need to be. I need to be me. I need to stop worrying about everyone else, and comparing myself to other people all the time.
But sometimes I have nights like tonight (only part of tonight) where I honestly hate myself. I want a new body, personality, everything. I don’t want to be me. I look around at all the talented, beautiful people that I know, and I wish I could be them. I think it’s really dumb, but I still do it. You know?
I don’t know. Those are the thoughts that are in my head. I’m going around in circles.
Love you guys!
Maren freaking Aalgaard was AMAZING this evening. x’s and o’s to her. :) <3
xo.
Song of the day: Mouthwash by Kate Nash
This blog is dedicated to: Maren, for being amazing and proving that she can do anything she wants. Anything.
Today I am thankful for: Legos.
girl! if you hadnt had to bail cuz your siblings would be home alone you would have been right there with me! and it would have been even better! because you were there! and you know what you are BEAUTIFUL!! and you truely did look nice last night i loved the dress and the heels they were great! I LOVE YOU SO FRIGGIN MUCH AND IM SO GLAD YOU WERE THERE CHEERING FOR ME!!! i could NEVER have done it without you in the audiance at least! (i would have done better with you by my side but whatever!) the nhs people kept saying get yourself and whoever else you are with ready to go on! and i was like i am everyone! :)
Source: sometimesmynoseitches
