I never go on here any more! I don’t know what is up with that. I just can’t blog. It doesn’t work. Maybe that’s why I can’t make vlogs. If you can’t blog why make vlogs? I always wish I could be a blogger but it just doesn’t seem to work. I can never remember to update the thing! And vlogs are too hard because you have to try to be entertaining! I’m not entertaining! Maybe I am when I’m around my friends but i can’t make people I don’t know enjoy reading things I say or listening to things I say. It doesn’t work. Maybe if I just practiced? No that hasn’t seemed to work so far, so why should it work now? I just can’t be funny. There are so many people on YouTube that make vlogs and they are really entertaining to watch! But alas I do not have the skills of being entertaining or the skills to edit videos. Because Windows Live Movie Maker SUCKS. When it wasn’t Windows Live it was fine. Windows Movie Maker had all I needed. (mostly) It was was easy. WMM was reliable. I could do the simple things I needed to do. But WLMM took away mostly everything! IT TOOK IT AWAY!!! I can’t do anything with it anymore! It’s so stupid! I can cut videos and that is about it. I need so many things! In order to be a vlogger that is. I need a camera that actually has a microphone that can hear me, I need a laptop, that one is mostly just because I really want one, and I really need to buy some GOOD editing software! I wish I had more money. I should really get a job. But I have online summer school. (which I should be doing now) and I am (finally) in driver’s ed. Which started today and lasts for two weeks. And I am going on some trips this summer. And I don’t want to clash schedules. I am going to North Dakota over July 4th and I MIGHT be going to Canada to stay with my aunt and uncle and two of my cousins that next week. Then the first week in August I am going to Chicago for a mission trip with some churches, and if I hadn’t gone to Canada by then, I will be going the second week of August. Which means… take a train to Chicago August 1, then take a plane back August 7, then a day or so later get on another train, this time to Fargo, along with my cousins (from Wisconsin) then get picked up and go to Winnipeg for a week. Wow… I’m going to be SO freaking tired if that is the case. Then on August 28 Brandi Carlile is going to be at the State Fair! And I get to go!! I’m so excited! I have to pay the person back who got my ticket for me, so that is another reason a job would be nice. I would really like to nanny. That sounds terrible. So many people would hate that! But if I knew the kid I would enjoy it. Especially if I liked the kid too. I can’t wait until some people I know from my church have their kid! They are such great people! I think she is due in September. I hope the kid isn’t born on the 13th! That’s my birthday! And my aunt’s and my friend’s dad, and a bunch of other people. Their kid needs their own day! Not one that people in the church they go to have! Though I wouldn’t mind being their kid’s birthday buddy! :) Right, back to online summer school! I will try to update this more often!
♥Maren
